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Editor's Note: What Price Beauty?

We’re not talking about beauty. We’re talking about normalcy. Our cover story on “plastic surgery” is actually about “reconstructive surgery.” But the insurance companies don’t see it that way. That means only the HIV positive people who have extra cash laying around can get the surgery it takes to make them feel normal again.

No one wants to feel ugly—or to look abnormal. We’re so used to thinking in terms of “vanity” that we don’t see surgery (or other tools) as something that can be constructive. We forget that real people have real pain, and that diminishing looks can be a true source of distress. It’s not necessarily a matter of superficiality or spiritual vacuum.

This is more true when the diminishment comes from a life-threatening disease. When do we stop making excuses for medical indignities?

All along there were those in the health industry who chided people with HIV about drug side effects. The attitude has been, “You’re alive, so what if your life is ruined by diarrhea?” Or maybe, “So your feet are extremely painful—would you rather be dead?”

Well, for many people, yes. And now the past several years have brought disfigurement from HIV medications. When will side effects be taken seriously?

When people with HIV began to discuss the wasting away of their face or the humps growing on their backs, so many people seemed to think this was petty.

It’s not. Surgery is not easy. It’s not fun. Some of the people I talked with loved their results, but most seemed saddled with some disappointment for their time and money, even when for the most part they were satisfied. You don’t go back to looking the way you did before disease got to you.

But wearing AIDS on your face or your back could make you feel worse. So the question rises again as ever in medical care: when will insurance companies learn compassion?

Enid Vázquez
Interim Editor

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