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HIV drug guide

Thanks to TPAN for all of your wonderful publications, but especially the drug guides. They are so useful for us here in the HIV Health Library. I wanted to express my gratitude for this most excellent resource.

James Apt, HIV Health Specialist, AIDS Action Committee, Boston

Publications manager Jeff Berry responds: James, thanks for your e-mail. The Drug Guide is a labor of love and a lot of hard work goes into it. It’s nice to hear your kind words and to know that all our efforts are appreciated.

Just permit me to say that I really appreciate the 2004 Eighth Annual HIV Drug Guide. I cannot imagine the work that went into this. This guide once again speaks to why Chicago has some of the best AIDS service organizations in the world and why TPAN leads the pack. Thank you so much for your hard work and dedication.

Janice (Jano) Layne, Program Coordinator/Kevin’s Room Project, Chicago Department of Public Health

Hepatitis C

I just wanted to applaud the article on co-infection treatment by Gerald Moreno (November/December 2003). I appreciate his candor on how difficult the treatment is. I would like to see more people discuss their experiences on HCV meds. I am HCV positive (no HIV). Tomorrow I take my last dose of ribavirin. I will be completing nine months of hell. For starters, I am a genotype 3. It took me 20 weeks of treatment to reach undetectable. My viral load was low pre-treatment. I was non-responsive at 12 weeks. I was ready to stop with the first set of labs.

Nothing has been as all the literature reports. I did not get symptoms after my first injection. I started with body aches and chronic fatigue two weeks in. It was all downhill from there. By 10 weeks I had nausea, vomiting, blurred vision, vertigo, rigor and a mental breakdown. (I had started antidepressants pre-treatment). The anemia started at about six weeks but did not get severe until 10. My hemoglobin has not to date returned to normal, even with Procrit.

The powerlessness of not knowing what day of the week I would be sick made functioning difficult. I tried charting common denominators and they did not coincide. It was day, then night, then Monday, then Friday… there were no “normal” symptoms.

At twelve weeks I started with petit mal seizures. I had to limit my driving and stop riding my motorcycle. My bike is one of my greatest stress relievers. I began missing work and became totally out of control with my emotions.

I am also clean and sober 12 years. I came closer to relapsing on treatment than at any other time in my sobriety. When my body hurts my brain says I know how to feel good. I also have a needle fetish with the idea of “fixing.” Thank God I also had a wonderful recovery support system.

After this experience I really feel we are treating people too soon. The drug companies are saying you need three to six months clean before treatment. You’re not clean in that time frame, at least not clean enough to endure the psychological roller coaster of these medications. I know there is a movement to treat active users. I wonder if we aren’t creating a bigger problem. Are we putting dirty needles on the street? What happens if someone is treated, clears the virus and gets re-infected?

The best treatment for HCV is no drugs, no alcohol. We have the time to really evaluate each individual. HCV does not require immediate medication. If you are in that severe of a state, you may not be a good candidate for treatment anyway.

I am not saying don’t treat. I am saying wait and do better evaluation. Most people can get through treatment with the right support system. The problem is those supports are not in place for most patients. I have seen medication and syringes prescribed with no education on injections. I have also seen medication prescribed to individuals who were in the 15% who cleared virus.

We are still too early in research. I want to see everyone with HCV healthy, not set up for bad results. More will be revealed on the horizon. I would like to see us return to the early intervention strategies we used in the early days of HIV—learn how to slow the disease progression.

Keep up the good work.

Christina L. Hurst, MSW, Arizona

Androgel

While “I Love My Androgel” was informative and well-written (November/December 2003), it did overlook one additional complication with Androgel therapy: possible testicle shrinkage. While only cosmetic, at least as far as I understand, it can be more than disconcerting and is often glossed over.

While the potential gains of testosterone replacement therapy with Androgel far outweigh this one issue, it’s worth noting so the individual accepting the therapy can be prepared for all the results, including the negative.

Terry Hemphill, San Francisco

Carlos Perez replies: Thank you for writing to us—this is an important issue to discuss. Testicles will not shrink from using testosterone or Testim since the dosage is so low. The only way the testicles will shrink is by injecting testosterone and by using very large doses. Believe me, I know of a few who have and they shrunk, but they were “popping” large doses and going at it alone through the black market or by overdosing a prescription. At 5 or 10 grams per serving, as the transdermal application serves, testicle shrinkage can’t really happen unless they got a hold of more than the prescribed amount and just lathered and bathed in it.

There is a very easy, simple, cheap and effective way to increase one’s testosterone level. It’s a generic pill called clomiphene citrate, 50 mg every other morning. The drug is actually a fertility drug for men and women, which is not something you’d normally be interested in, except that it has an almost universal side effect in men and women—it raises one’s testosterone level. I use it. It works. And it has very few other side effects or drug interactions (i.e., it’s not metabolized through P450). I hope you will try it.

Ross Thomas, AIDS Survival Project volunteer, Atlanta

Carlos Perez replies: Mr. Thomas, Now here is something new and truly different! I never heard of clomiphene, its use in fertility or its advantage as a testosterone booster. I’ll pass this news around here at the office and I will ask my doctor next time we meet. Thank you for your input.

Crystal meth

Considering that I have been addicted to meth as well as serving an 87-month sentence for distribution, I can certainly relate to every word in your article (My Kind of Life, “Crystal Death-amphetamine,” July/August 2003). Although I have been incarcerated since 2000, I was taken back to the smells, the tweaks, the loss of jobs, the coming up financially, the coming down emotionally, the incredible and erotic sexual experiences that lasted for days and finally the harsh realization in December of 2000 that I was HIV-positive. As of today, my viral load is zero and my CD4 is around 875, due to Viracept and Combivir and of course, my higher power, which I choose to call God. When one comes to prison, it seems as though everyone forgets about you, especially living with a disease that only you and your doctor know about. It can be quite lonely. I want to thank Carlos Perez for the obvious hard work he puts into his articles and to let you know how much I respect and appreciate all the staff at TPAN for publishing such a fine magazine.

Name and institution withheld by request, Florida

Exercise

The answer is a very big yes! For a while I was walking around looking like Kermit the Frog. I had very small arms and legs while entertaining a huge mid-section. I was also very weak. Today I am as solid as a rock and full of energy. I also sleep very soundly. I get so many benefits from exercise, which include stress reduction, self-esteem and confidence. I feel great in spite of the fact that my last T-cell count was 20 and viral load around a million copies.

I understand that you are going through some difficult times as I was. If you decide to start a routine, I suggest that you start out very slow and gradually increase your time as well as intensity. Always listen to your body. It will communicate if you are pushing it too much by producing pain. If you experience pain, slow down or stop. I would also suggest a balanced workout that includes cardio, strength and flexibility training. It is also wise to enlist the help of an experienced trainer or some other knowledgeable person to ensure that you are performing the exercises properly so that not only will you get the best bang for the buck, but will less likely get injured in the process.

The best advice is to consult your physician before you start. Also, make sure you drink plenty of water before, during, and after your routine. If you add exercise with a sensible diet you will be amazed at the results. Consistency is key.

I am so glad that you found my article helpful. Your reply gives me the incentive to continue the fight. Thanks and good luck.

Vietnam

After reading “Finding a Voice in Vietnam” (November/December 2003), it reminds me of something that my mother has told me time and time again since I was a child. Good things always come from what we think or perceive as being bad things. The story touched me deeply. I have been HIV-positive since 1985 with no major complications and currently with treatment have an undetectable viral load and a T-cell count that hovers around 375.

I worked in the tour industry in the past and have been able to visit many of the poorest areas in Central America and Thailand as well as some of the more affluent areas worldwide. As 9/11 took its toll, I lost my job. I didn’t know what I was going to do and fell into a deep depression until one day a friend talked me into going back to school at the age of 40. I’m currently a Certified Nursing Assistant and working to become a Registered Nurse. I plan to work for a temporary agency six to nine months of each year and donate the rest of my time to an organization that gives free health care to people living in developing countries.

I thank Michael McColly and James Tuong Nguyen for taking the time to document their life experiences. It is because of people like them that I can be inspired and find the inner strength to reach my goal.

Rick Fores, Milwaukee

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